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| well, its actually funny that i completely forgot about this site and alll the horribly embarassing things ive written. until the current bf searched "jynxmewild" on google and the link was in the list. i dont know if i would be comfortable with the world being able to read this anymore but i cant bring myself to delete it because thennnn ill have no memories.
hahahaha maybe ill start writing again and when ive graduated college i will remember this site again and feel the same embarrassment!!!
hahahahahahaa at least i got a good laugh out of all of this. 
peace out homies
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| - such great heights okay! what a boring day. except for i got my nails done!  anyway, it was all boring. ive been sleeping in a lot this week, and i think its just to make up for the lack of sleep ive gotten this summer. speaking of summer, too bad this is my last official summer, ever! in college, i already know im going to take courses over summer break just to stay ahead and get my life going. and yeah, i guess im growing up. i dont know if i like that idea yet, theres so much responsibility, and even though ive had a lot of responsibilities in my life, i dont think anything is as important as these ones.
all of the sudden im starting to get really stressed again about school  i just started taking sat prep classes and thats getting to me, and i have so much work to do for ap english and i dont even know where to start, and then golf, i need to make some time to practice that because its gonna kick me in the butt if i dont, even though i dont even care, i just care for the other people on my team that want to win. and with all the i have college to think about. i guess the stress of junior year hasnt ended yet for me 
on a happier note, tomorrow will be mine and stevies 11 month anniversary! im soo happy to have made it this far, hes so good to me, and im soo lucky to have him in my life. im sad that hes not gonna be here though, so ill have to go out by myself and celebrate, can you guess where he is? lol havasu, its like his new home now, which really sucks. i just came back from thurr and i had lots of fun, but it was just different because i just wanted to come home. i never knew how much i hated living out of a D bag (duffle) until recently. lol the trip might have been better if we were living in a sex trash hole. (condoms in a candy dish) other than that, it was alrite. i love it when transvesites hit on my uncle right in front of us too. what a weird place havasu is getting to be. we saw this old lady is classic burger and she was wearing a little bikini and in he top she stuffed trash bags to make her boobs look bigger or something and the bags were hanging out so much, and it was soo obvious, my lord. i got to see stevies house, its really cute, and i saw princess diaries 2, i wish i could live that lifestyle. her closet was bigger than my house. lol
today i return to work, and i get a pay check. prolly worth 1 penny. o well. and tomorrow i have to register. time to get back in the swing of things. which isnt fun, but oh well. senior year.... here i come?? lol
anyway, im gonna go get ready for worko, see you later | | |
| okay, im back FINALLY from florida and that was one hell of a trip i dont really feel like typing about it and im sure none of you care anyway (not to sound all pesimistic or anything) anyway, it wasnt even that fun, and it was like soo hott and muggy it rained everyday. ha look at me talking about it after i just said i wasnt. o well.
its good to be home, except im leaving tomorrow for havasu!! it should be lots of fun! and i got to see stevie tonite which was way more wonderful than ever! i love him soo much! and it sucks that i wont see him for another week after this. im starting to realize how bad long distance relationships are and its horrid! even though im not in one, i dont think i could ever do it
anyway, i have to go get ready for bed and stufff... ill update more later if i have time ! xoxo
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| okay i finally have time to write, and i know its been forever okay!? haha ive been so EXTREMELY busy with freakin summer school at SCC for art because i dont wanna take a zero period senior year, or for any year for that matter. and ive had work, and when im not working im doing something else. not like this isnt important, but you know. i accually have a life this summer and im kinda excited. (even though its not a great life, im still happy) its been hotter than EF at my house because my parentals are too cheap to pay for air, even though its totally worth it. ah well. ill have to keep onnaa meltin'. so, i got my schedule for next year but the dumb eff heads messed everything up and didnt give me a 5th and i dont have ap sats, or ap english and they gave me zero period too so im like wtf mates and i went to the office and turned in the RIGHT schedule. idiots. i have golf camp next week on monday through friday, and then saturday im leaving for florida and i wont be back until the 7th of august, and then on the 8th im going to havasu and i wont be back until the 15th and then the 22nd im going to lake tahoe and i wont be back until the 29th or something. its fun, and at least im accually taking vacations this year. my dad is also signing me up for SAT classes so that i can go to college and stuff, so im a little releived about that.
so tuesday was mine and steves 10 month anniversary, we are doing really great and i love that guy! :-* he is in havasu rite now with his parents though so im not too worried lol. he told me to get today off from work and i did and i was gonna go to his softball game because ive never been but guess where he is !? lol havasu, o well im kinda over it but im a lil bitter. im still going because i know all the gays that play so it still should be loads of laughter.
im waiting to go rite now.
o yea on tuesday me and steve went to go see the notebook and it was soo awesome. aww i loved it except its just sad, and i cried so much, and i lost my bet with stevie because he bet i would cry and he wouldnt and i said he would and i wouldnt and he didnt end up crying n i did so yea. and tonite after the gay guys game we are going to see it again and im gonna be prepared this time and bring kleenex!! haha and money(from my parents!! yes!) SCORE!
i couldnt sleep last nite because there was a spider in my room that i saw in the morning and i lost it so i couldnt kill it and then i couldnt sleep so i woke up at effing 5 30 and then as im getting ready there is the little bastard on my wall and im like omg, so i got my BLACK FLAG and started spraying it but then it fell to the floor and i dont know if it died. but anyway then i went to work and it was sooo boring.
anyway, im done for now imma go talk to my parents about going shopping | | |
| Pieces Of Me
On a Monday, I am waiting
Tuesday, I am fading
And by Wednesday, I can't sleep
Then the phone rings, I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
Cuz you've come to rescue me
Fall... With you, I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you've known me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
I am moody, messy
I get restless, and it's senseless
How you never seem to care
When I'm angry, you listen
When youre happy, it's a mission
And you wont stop 'til I'm there
Fall... Sometimes I fall so fast
Well, I hit that bottom
Crash, you're all I have
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you known me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
How do you know everything I'm about to say?
Am I that obvious?
And if it's written on my face...
I hope it never goes away... yeah
On a Monday, I am waiting
And by Tuesday, I am fading into your arms...
So I can breathe
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you've know me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
Ohhhhh
I love how you can tell
Ohhhhh
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me... | | |
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